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Wednesday, 25 July 2018

SHORT - 2017 [- 2018]

Short-title-2018--2-thhumbnail--2 by keelo15
FIG1: [VID LINK] - [IMAGE LINK]

This took a while to post, due to some errors, with showcasing my artwork. Feel free to view. Plus, to be honest I haven't been feeling well also, so, there's the dates [21.07.2018, SATURDAY + 25.07.2018, WEDNESDAY]. So, this could have been posted since yesterday really, if it wasn't for these 2 errors - showcasing+illness - Hah.

SEARCH BLOG: 'illness' [link]

Take care always,

Wednesday, 27 September 2017

Lifestyle: WANTING TO CONNECT...HOW?

Lately, I've been thinking about, people who can't see, who are deaf and who can't talk. I'm seeing more or so things, not relate that much to them anymore.
I'm sorry if what I say isn't true. But, it would be good to connect with them, as well as the person who suffers with illness, and who has a disability. I'm just thinking of them lately.

It would be good, for them to experience or, interact with the things, people who hear, etc., or so, do.

I know I've developed some illnesses, and some things that I don't function with anymore, but, before that, I was fascinated by sign language, late TV that explored what people with certain disabilities got up to, and even the news interacted with some of them.
What has happened, and, is there anywhere, were they may focus, or still talk about this, more like they used to.

I'm just saying this on the internet. I've not discovered, outside interaction yet. Getting the words off screen, to people with less device interactions.

I don't know. On my own, I shall find ways to combine interaction, with all. Whether they are disabled, or not.
I don't want, or like, leaving anyone out. Even if it means, allowing them to enjoy it.

[**YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/], has suggestions, of people who are willing to talk, interact, etc. With their story, etc,]

What are your thoughts? Have you seen, or ever considered/experience this daily?
I'd really like to know.

Take care,
xImmortalMindsx

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Wednesday, 6 September 2017

Lifestyle: NO TITLE

FIG1: [link]

I was avoiding blogging today. But by watching [ITV NEWS STORY] another person from the blogging community, speak about wanting to share with others her Endometriosis '(en-doe-me-tree-O-sis)' [LINK] stories, it felt as if I wanted to do that too - I try to.
I don't suffer with her illness, but, I have illnesses I suffer with [link] [link].

FIG 2: [link]SEARCH: travel [link]

I'm currently recovering from my migraine. Yesterday, it was a bad day - another from Monday -, for travelling so far - this time. Being in a non-Aerated room, and nearly feeling a puke stomach - sorry - arriving. I had to get out of that situation. And it was an interview I was waiting for.

So, I rested yesterday. I trIed, after I got my normal eats in - My dinner. I knew I should have had a small bowl of it. I don't think I put it on the correct time - BUT ANYWAY...
I eat, I slept until I woke up in the dusk light, a bonus. I conked out. I did have a pleasant sleep that night, but I guess in the late afternoon....oh yeah, my migraine can make me super sleepy sometimes. Ha.

FIG3: [link]

Well, all I can say in this post is:
1. It's not making sense, and
2. I didn't feel like blogging...

But I'm glad I did now. Now for pictures maybe, and for me to relax my brain once again.

I would suggest having a read at these blogs....[THEENDOTHEWORLD], [ENDOTWINS], I guess, I would just suggest them. Ha.
Helped me focus away from the headache too - aftermath of my migraine.

Take care,

xImmortalMindsx

Tuesday, 3 January 2017

Vid: GLITTER + JUMPERS

speak+say#3
VID LINK: https://youtu.be/Sh23IGTwTiw

IMAGE(S):
- glitter + jumpers, http://keelo15.deviantart.com/art/glitter-jumpers-655135877
- glitter + jumpers, http://keelo15.deviantart.com/art/glitter-jumpers-655135951

In the height of struggles I'm facing, I thought to start campaigning. I wanted to help others like me.

Charity: Mind - The Mental Health Charity (http://www.mind.org.uk)

I wrote why I support them, on my campaign page (https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/speakandsaythewords2). Feel free to take a look.
**web link may be set to change**

I know it's a new year, but I can't be asked anymore. I just want others to understand, and let us feel less burdens.
If you know what I mean, I'm thankful for your understanding.

As for burdens, you know it can get too much sometimes. For others like me, we have a hard time knowing how to deal with them.

Others can manage them so greatly, and I admire them. But some of us, "GO OVER THE MOUNTAIN", before we sit down and focus. What is that, huh...?

So, mental illness to describe it, is a thing. It happens, now...we just require help.
So, why not campaign...?
[search: free little steps]

"Its a Giant leap, to little steps".
I know it makes a difference.

Thank you viewing, and take care. Also, feel free to share with others.

VID LINK: https://youtu.be/Sh23IGTwTiw

CODE WORD: #glitterjumpers
Feel free to comment this, in the thingy below :)

Take care again,

xImmortalMindsx

Thursday, 1 December 2016

Illness Diary: Blogger Icon

For starters,...I couldn't find it.
For postingvprojects.blogspot.com


So, I may be starting these like I should of ages a go. I'm in the dark "writing" this, and I just want to explain so much.

No glitz and glamour, maybe, but just a real talk.

We start with an ending of an email,

"I do hope to solve these issues one day, but for now, i would love people to listen, than assume what i can and should be doing. It doesn't help me at all."

I "wrote" this up at night, because greatly, I'm giving up on some people.

Kind that others would say are shallow. But right now, I'm saying "hi" to others in my shoes.

The ones that find it difficult every morning.
The ones who can't step foot out the door.
The ones who feel strange/"want an escape root" from people, etc., etc.

I'm truly surprised we may not be understood. So, I'm standing up and saying that, don't see me for what you do see, ask me "am I OK?".

As for myself nowadays, I see it best to tell the truth about me, than to overshadow it. My depression used to shadow the truth like, " people won't listen", "your worthless", etc. I've learnt through therapy, them voices are not real.

And hello, i have a mental illness.
This occurs in so many ages, that I'm surprised we may not be getting the correct care. Life can not wait, but others do have to wait on us.

I feel like I'm seen as meat, than a person, and yes, that can be correct...but we're not animals - we pet & look after animals. Haha.

I'm saying, I'll be telling the truth in these posts.

You may not see images, fancy text - my glitz and glamour - but loads of people, including myself try so much everyday...I shall share my stories, one step each time.

I'll try.

Take care,
xImmortalMindsx

Tuesday, 10 May 2016

Lifestyle: IT'S DIFFICULT STILL

I just created an outfit, which does make me happy. And is happy (my case).

PREVIOUS POST: http://postingvprojects.blogspot.co.uk/2016/05/create-outfit-my-little-hideout.html?m=1

LIFESTYLE: IT'S DIFFICULT STILL
For these days not blogging, my illness (migraine) this time, has been overwhelming.

I'm still going Doctors, getting updates and giving updates. It would be so good to talk about how I feel during them times, but it's like a block that lets you do NOTHING...and I don't like that.

But it happens so often. I'm managing with it well enough. 😊
LIFESTYLE: IT'S DIFFICULT STILL

Although I still want to mention other health problems I have, I want to be ready at the same time. Depression, I mention a lot, is one that shall be difficult.

The rest is just: travel sickness (mentioned), moderate anaemia (slightly inherited), dyslexia and heat rashes.

That's all I have/found out, and to mention it, would just make me MORE happy. It could be a view for myself to just say it, than being in my head all the time. And I feel it's been a long time.
LIFESTYLE: IT'S DIFFICULT STILL

I don't even drink fizzy too, lolls. (And I'm allergic to hair dye - chemicals).

Anyway, migraine is no joke. I wish someone told me that when I was younger. Hopefully I'll blog when I'm able to, as I may have said.

I'm not a well bunny. So, I choose to smile when able to. Getting well soon. 😊

Take care,
xImmortalMindsx

Monday, 2 May 2016

Lifestyle: THE SECRET WRITER

Lifestyle: THE SECRET WRITER 1
Apart from art, I can write a lot. I only discovered this firstly, in Primary School (UK).

I don't remember which year group, but I still have the story [LINK: http://livingwritingandposting.blogspot.co.uk/2011/07/t-h-e-s-c-h-o-o-l-d-y-s-x.html?m=1].

Lifestyle: THE SECRET WRITER 3
In High School, we did creative writing in English. This is when you make up your own story.
I learnt description, even from reading books, is the best way for a story to be "more imaginative". It was fun.

Lifestyle: THE SECRET WRITER 2
I was going to do an Create An Outfit, but what I use wasn't available. So, I just chose to ACTUALLY write this time. So proud.

I haven't been able to write for a while - (illness).

However, F & F (Tesco, http://www.clothingattesco.com/mobile/home/page/homemobile) (ONLINE) has 'Disney' Pjs. My fav is 'Hakuna Matata'. The other would be the 'Mine', 'Finding Nemo' ones. I love the pattern, and it's funny.

The PJ's:
- Disney Hakuna Matata Shorts Pyjamas, http://www.clothingattesco.com/womens-nightwear/disney-hakuna-matata-shorts-pyjamas/invt/cc611531

- Disney Pixar Finding Nemo Slogan Shorts Pyjamas, http://www.clothingattesco.com/womens-nightwear/disney-pixar-finding-nemo-slogan-shorts-pyjamas/invt/cc611468


Anyway, take care.
xImmortalMindsx

Sunday, 6 March 2016

Event: WHAT I'VE DONE THIS MOTHER'S DAY

EVENT: WHAT I'VE DONE THIS MOTHERS DAY
For this Mother's day, - Hi to any Mother's, or Grandmamee's, WE LOVE YOU!! - , I did go back to an idea, where I make a graphic.

I mentioned this as a last minute, kind of gift for Valentine's Day, and I used that idea in a way.

POST:
http://postingvprojects.blogspot.co.uk/2016/02/choose-ables-last-minute-valentines.html

Apart from having a last minute way to have something for my Mom, I don't know which craft item I would have done, - letting you know, my Mom likes made things, so I'm all good, lolls.

I haven't brought much since, and I've actually not been able to "gain money" as it may be said.

POST:
http://postingvprojects.blogspot.co.uk/2016/03/rant-say-it-again.html

Anyway, for this Mother's day I did make a graphic. I'm just waiting now.

Here are examples of them:

SELECTIONS
For close ups:
https://www.flickr.com/photos/neeky_b


Inspired Patterns:

- free bird pattern (searched)

- free animal pattern (searched)

I hope you liked my idea. And here was the other ideas I wanted to share yesterday, (illness to tiredness came):

LAST MINUTE: MOTHER'S DAY
- design = graphic, favourite place, thing, etc.

- blog post dedication

- post office/local convenience shop

- left over/craft decor = item, room, etc.

- classic little treats = hidden, meals - set already/they know or hidden makes for each time she goes into another room

Take care for now, and have a great Mother's /Grandma's day...

Remember, love for one another, doesn't only have to happen, on one day.

xImmortalMindsx

Wednesday, 16 December 2015

LIFE UPDATE!!!: CHOOSE HAPPY!!!

LIFE UPDATE: CHOOSE HAPPY
I haven't blogged since Friday, and throughout this month which is a shame for me, lolls.


I haven't blogged much because apart from online, there is not that much Christmas spirit going on.


I thought I would talk about the things that are just making this month dull, unmotivated, and just a drag...but no, I want to choose 'happy'. I want to be happy, I want to feel happy, I want to bring happiness right now.


I feel as though as some may agree, or it may not be realised (even I didn't), that we need a little escape sometimes. We need to not think of the things that may be bringing us down, and really, makes some of our minds frustrated. Am I on the right lines?


Over the past weeks, to now, I've noticed I just want a little happy right now. It's the Christmas season, lighten up.
I've never known a Christmas to be so down and deary, that I can't even smile at anyone, and loads of people are more arguing then greeting. What's going on? Doesn't this time of year mean anything anymore?


I might have to cut some of this blog out, I could go on a rant for the world.


Anyway, I'm saying to relax. We need this, we all do. Christmas is here, welcome it. I'm saying through my mental illness. Please!!!!! WE JUST NEED HAPPY right now. Lolls.


Music Thought: White Christmas - White Christmas (movie).


I've not watched it, but I love this song and, I've been thinking of it for the past two days I guess.


Love you all. And take care, xImmortalMindsx

Wednesday, 21 October 2015

Update: xImmortalMindsx Is On The "Walk" Again...

*WARNING: Maybe long. Get your tea, biscuits, etc.*

A POST TO SET THIS OFF:
[Living, Writing + Posting: Lifestyle: Out Of Place]: [link]

The "Walk" (not the movie), is like discovering, to my mind being absent, from what I should be doing.

This is first what I wanted to get out from doing the Halloween challenge in a good way, and second shows whether I can do the Challenge. So, this is slightly the result from that. Me, doing these updates, testing my mentally, to how creative I can be (using the talent I know).

I share this post here (above), because of how I've been feeling for the past days.

Plus, my inner thought just reminded me of my name - xImmortalMindsx.
Why I chose it, can just be explained half for Halloween reasons and how I love immortal things. (Even if I know in religion now, it is classed as bad things, not to do it, but of unnatural things). Doesn't make sense does it?

This post is expressing this, and I'm fine with it.
To explain, September, I planned all these Halloween posts (31), and even over the amount to this day.

I have so much to share, but like I always say, due to my illness I have to limit myself, or it limits me. - severe migraine + depression. [I said how many times I'm going to explain how or why I have this illness, have I done it? Nooo].

Anyway, before I go on my stories, I just wanted you to know this. I wanted to show the inner workings of my mind, and I wanted you to know how it can be different to everyone else's.

I am different, and I know this, but I've always wanted to showcase it in another way.
If I can't show or tell people physically, then I'll do a collection, as a blog(s).

I found it again.
I know who I am, what I can be and what I can do.
I just have some things that stop me sometimes, and that's OK.

If this blog doesn't make sense, then it's ok. I love that, and that is me, the nonsense one.

xImmortalMindsx expresses me, and my mind for immortal things. 1) I love the creation, 2) it's not my real name, of course, but I created it years a go, for YouTube mostly, just glad I can use it for Google, and 3) it showcases the inner workings of my mind as said.

I'm being honest, but I feel I'm not being honest enough, again I'm sure I said it before. 

I love when MY blogs go to the extent that it gets into nonsense things. I go off topic sometimes, but that's alright. I bring it back to a conclusion at the end.

I've always wanted to write everything, but I forget what my blog(s) are truly for. They're for me, from me, and extra, for you to view.

I know some others may not like it, and I love my followers or anyone who reads this blog (2 followers. Let alone I have an "addition" to make).

2 years I've been constantly, as I can, showcasing which I call it towards blogging, and I'm grateful I can take courage to use this platform to showcase anything. Why did I forget that? (Jeez, I'm really on a walk).

My walks from childhood, teenage times to now have been sketchy. At the end I always realise I have to be myself, I have to take pride in what I do, I need to love my changes to my changes that make me happy.

I get oppressed A LOT. From childhood to now, I'm really fighting to stay as myself.

Like I said in a last post, I get misunderstood a lot. So, maybe that's why others (not now) see me as a "threat", (whatever that means).
When I'm quiet, I'm quiet.
When I can't take it anymore, I tell what is on my mind, because it effects me in a way, that I feel is not natural.

This blog it turning into a story, and I hope I remember to put that at the start.
[I love YouTube vids for 1hr. I watched a 3hrs one yesterday, by Geek Remix. It was intense, and I mean the content not watching it. I guess we may forget there is a pause button to play button, lolls...same here. Guilty!].

Anyway, I do hope this post makes sense. If I didn't check over for myself, I would press 'publish'. Phew.

I'm sorry again. But I needed to get myself back again. I guess thanks to the Halloween challenge + others. I'm grateful.

Calculation time...bear with me, if there'll be another post.
Take care for now, excitement overload.

xImmortalMindsx,

Tuesday, 18 August 2015

Illness...

When people get ill, it scares me these days.

I don't want them to feel that way, but it happens. As I would have to say to myself.

The struggle and feeling sorry for them, and wanting to help them is difficult but I would want to them to feel like they have help on their side.

Just like how I suffer from illness, I find it best to give help back as much as I am possible to.

I know it can never be easy, but you may not know how a little help can make someone's day. Truly.

So, before anything, help the ones who need you the most. I surely hope I do too.

Take care,
Posting V Projects

Sunday, 2 August 2015

What's Been Bugging Me Lately?

"It's because you have a lot of free time...".

 [Image Link]

There's no need to say this.

Nowadays, I'm finding it hard when I'm told I have free time. I wish I knew where it was/is, (lolls).

**I don't like this to sound as a rant.

I feel offended.
I am unemployed, although it doesn't mean it's not for a reason, or that I chose to be.

We have to live with what happens, to the choices we make. It can't be helped sometimes.

I do want to say a new light on the situation.

From the way I'm bought up, I was told and directed, we have to go with our heart.

When others CHOOSE to not except the bad things that happen in life, it's truly bad.

I get annoyed, because even people who are close, choose to not acknowledge, that I would love to do something in my life.

Free time is a word used. I see this as a done time.

"My free time, is my over time".
**illness related, (again...?!).

It makes me feel like I should bow down, and take action to say, "I'm a sickly person. I wish to be like you. You're better than me"..? Is that right to say?

No, it's truly not.

No one, is greater than anyone else, especially on Earth and in space (remember the astronauts).

I'm tired of hearing it, but I bless anyone who get to do the things, they aimed to do. I salute you greatly.

May you all take care,

Saturday, 1 August 2015

Most Want To Share All In One Day...

But We Can Only Share What We Can.

This Relates to me.


I would love my ideas to be showcased, to make way for new one's.

The amount of ideas, I would like to showcase, not all the space in the World can manage (preferably copy space).

I try, and I do what I can.
I've simplified, how i can showcase.
I know what I can use.

Though, I know my limitations.

I am a sickly person, but I know I have something that I can give back, to help others.

They're can be plenty of blog posts, artwork, etc. that I would like to do. But, plans may not go ahead sometimes - it's understandable.

It feels "cavey" sometimes. Like I'm crowded, to be warn out easily by rocky times.

*If you haven't seen my past posts, I suffer with severe migraine (not your typical one), and I have a mental illness. Mine is depression (I didn't understand this at first, like I do now).

I have my times of ups and downs (like everyone)?
However, when it comes to times when I am well, I'm all "set-sail".

**I need to do a post on, "daily task: your time", or something (lolls).

Living a life with illness, for myself, gets easier when I know how and what works to deal with it.

It's like a "not waste time" moment. But everyone has their rules, right?

*I'll be doing a post on, what's been annoying me lately (maybe friend characters included, lolls).

Take care all, and feel free to comment.

Tuesday, 28 April 2015

The Cause Of My Depression

I've been holding off this post today, because it's a very personal subject for me to chat about.

The professionals of mental health helped me through the difficult times, that I couldn't mention to anyone.




Story

So, within 2013 (I guess that's when it started) I wasn't feeling all too 'happy'.

Things that ran through my mind were:
1. I'm unemployed
2. I'm a burden to people I know
3. I keep doing my (personal) work, and it's not 'going anywhere'

And so on.

I thought about them everyday, every week to every month. It kept running over, and over in my head.

It got too much where, I planned to kill myself, 3 months before my birthday...a wonder, right?

I just felt worthless and my health was getting to me at the time too, because I couldn't do the work that I wanted to do. I saw everything at its worse.

I cried every night.


Realisation

Realising I was crying every  night, made me worry and I questioned, 'is this normal?'.

I've had sadness, but not THAT great sadness. I couldn't take the (amount of) crying anymore.

So, I found the little courage I had left to try to go to the doctors.

Before going there, I always thought:

1. I'd be a problem to be helped

2. I didn't know the extent of (severe) depression to be classed as a mental illness.

3. I remembered a documentary on BBC3 [link] and where a young person said this GP, didn't know anything about mental health.

I feared this.

However, I went, and explained my problem, it turns out they knew A LOT about it.
I was thankful.

There was questions, and after phone calls, visits to different places and counselling. Thankfully around my area.

Thankful again, I'm still here, doing a blog I'm getting into. Also, I've opened up to people more, which I'm super glad about.
It's a process to go through.

So, I would say to:
- take a chance and visit your doctor.
- use charities that help with mental health, they have helpful links, details and people to help you.




The Doctor + The Help

It's all through willpower. If it's in there, they'll bring it out with you and your agreement. Truthfully.

I said 'yes', obviously with concerns, depression talking. And I write this blog, to you, today.

Give it a chance and always feel free to tell them anything of your concern. It's to benefit you, to make sure they're help best suits you.

It sounds daunting every time.


Feelings

I honestly can say I need help, as much as anyone who seeks it too.

I always have that problem, where I think that others need more help than myself. But it's myself that has to say, 'I need help, I have to seek it to help me'.

I'm stable at the moment. The days which are hard, are the days you have to master your own thoughts, and find your solutions.


Helpful Thoughts

There's always help, and I say that each and everyday.

If I need real big help, to the doctors I go.

If I need help now, I go online. I was recommended an NHS site - 'Big White Wall' [link]. It helps directly. 
Or you can share your thoughts, and 'like minded' people help you too.

If I need slight help and just want to chat, I use a mental health charity.


Other Note

Some may say it's 'selfish' and 'stupid' to want to kill yourself.

I found out what they meant, and I watched something that explained it. I don't remember the show, but it's a case of the 'aftermath', and what it does to others.

Apart from this, I see the mental illness part. If there's no help, then when will there be help?

There's a two way thought through saying this to people, to doing something for people.

Otherwise, I finish by saying:

- I have a mental illness
- I suffer from severe depression
- I am happy I got the help I needed
- and the help, I'm so thankful for is still allowing me to live today

Please seek 'help' if you feel there's something unusual with your emotions, or any concerns in general.
"You never know unless try".

Thank you.

Take care,

Sunday, 5 April 2015

The Headache Hours

For the past days, I've been suffering from a headache. Migraine.

It lasted 3 days, but I'm OK for now.
I always joke that I should just call this blog, 'The Illness Diaries' but it wouldn't go with the things I try to do.

Anyway, I said I'll do a blog post for now when it lightens up, and I do still feel headaches but, it's manageable to do things in a way.

Apart from this, I do worry like before, if this would effect my work performance.
Seeing as past times, it always does. And for reality in a job world, it did effect me badly lasting the same 3 days. This was from the worse headache.

The Worst Headache...
Is when you you feel sick, get bedridden, and feel ultra dizzy. I guess this is why they call it severe migraine.
I have this illness.

The Lighter Headache...
This is slight dizziness, work performance can be confusing, and it takes a lot of effect to stand - unbalanced.

This is what I had for the past 3 days.
So, this is a little insight to where I've been. 

I always try to be calm, see through the hours - like today - to see whether I am able to do anything. Recovery hours. Then I use what I have that could calm me down. Even the one's I know.

The most one's that help are:
- dark room
- movies/videos (eg. YouTube)
- drawing/painting

Plus, I try to eat what I would like to try and eat.
It always feels like I'm full along with, a hot feeling temperature. But it's not true. It feels like a simulation in a way.

Therefore, the results of today, and blogging at this moment.

Take care, and for yourself in these times.

Until next time,

Using AvatarCreator

P.s - Happy Easter. 
Ever heard 'My Neighbour Totoro'...? 
#Bunny

Monday, 16 March 2015

Them Times

(From 07/02/2015)

I have a few things to blog about...

1. From 400+ to 600+ viewers, within a month *shocked face*. I'm so thankful to you viewers and readers. You're super awesome. Love out all for yous. *sneaky...share it out, comment and follow. Ha!

2. Lists and lists of things come into my head, but may not make it on to this blog. It depends on internet access and whether I have a book to hand. It helps.

3. I truly miss reading blogs people. I read in my own time and these days, like every new years, goes so fast.

4. I'm in the process of getting things sorted. Mainly my health, as I've said previous. New readers, I'm having toothaches (wisdom tooth), battling headaches (migraines) and I have depression. Yes, 'mental' but illness as they say.

5. Update, goes with the one before this. My wisdom tooth is growing at an angle, so it causes me pain. However, this tooth is damaging the tooth in front of it. Gruesome, hey...? So, serious a side I'm preparing myself with help and support for other pain to come.
I'll keep you all updated.

So, for more please feel free comment, or look at followers to communities, and I hope you all enjoy your days.

Take care,
Posting V Projects

p.s. - recent update: YouTube.com/xImmortalMindsx. Feel free to view. (It's of the dA print shop). Bies for now.

Sunday, 15 February 2015

Unemployment V Employment

For anyone who knows about applying for a job, it's a difficult progression onto the next "level".

You either get it or you don't.

I've had so many rejections. However all have been good to say 'sorry' and 'good luck'.
Not all reply back.

The first one I got was from McDonalds. They sent a rejection letter. But, it was the nicest I've ever heard. I applied, because I saw the vacancy. Knew full well I couldn't work there (illness and heat, equals bad). I applied anyway. End of story.

Nowadays, I don't feel bad getting a rejection letter, plus no hear back from dropping off CVs. It's a process all companies face. So many applications, only so many can get employed.

My overview would be to look out for how many times the same application comes up, while you're searching for a job. It's maybe due to the company, or the performance of the person.

It is always hard to get into work if you've not done it before, or haven't for a long time. It can be difficult to not do nothing from being unemployed. I know.

Although, it can be different when someone has worked all their life. I see them as do good and as an inspiration.

My idea of work:

1. Yes it pays the bills, but do you enjoy doing it...? It's great to know that people enjoy their job, it's part of their life.

2. If I get back into employment (I'm category unemployed now), it would be customer led or the most want, a freelance designer job.

3. Willing to work to help others. I've seen volunteering jobs, but haven't been successful to get any. Otherwise, it shows me that most people will do the sane things as you for a good cause. I love that.

4. Overshadowed work. This is a metaphor. It means, you could be earning, but what from and what for? When you lose site of the job description you're doing and focus more on money. It covers what you should be thinking, then what you are given. You're a help to the company, who started the business.

5. Worried of unemployment. It can happen until another contract or internal application gets approved. It's a tough one, but I would say always have a back up plan. And here I am telling you this.

Unemployment doesn't have to seem bad, it's only what the word says. I found unemployment overwhelming and at a bad time, I got depressed due that and things in life. There are chances to do and be better for yourself, and even around others. There's always ways to make a difference.

This does not stop your job searches, but I read never to do to much or it'll feel like a job. No matter how much you want a job, others will want that same job with you. Never feel discouraged, and take time to search.

Plus, if you get access to any uses for updates, there are job websites and company websites to help you. I've seen some under 'careers' heading, job search, jobs, job application, etc.

Keep an eye out for applications where ever you may be, and feel good if or if not you get a job.

It's a process we may all face,
Take care.

Posting V Projects

Wednesday, 4 February 2015

So...

I've been putting off this blog for ages, so here it is....

Images Clockwise
Fig1: [link], Fig2: [link], Fig3: [link]

There has been a few difficulties, being I'm not well most of the time, I've been having toothache(s) and if I get access to the internet then I could use it.

The most pain is toothache which started last year. Within that time I did see the dentist. Unfortunately, it has returned.
To say this, it is my wisdom tooth.

This hopefully is my last tooth, but there is a complication that it is growing slanted. Sorry for the "gore", but it pushes against my other tooth which is why I'm in pain.

Through this, it makes my headaches (migraines) worse.

It's a luck I get to do this blog post today.
What I've mostly been doing, is trying to stay calm and distract myself away from the pain.

Staying calm is one of my continued resolution from last year. It's actually working, plus I remember the benefit. (I get anxiety, so this way helps me. If so, it could help you too. Anything can make us have anxiety).

To share, what I do and what I've been doing (mostly) is:

- watching YouTube videos
My favourites are gaming and vlogs. I love racing games and 'free roam' games as they call it. I'm into Sims a lot, but racing is my favourite.

- Doodles
Feel free to search on keelo15.deviantart.com for my characters. To be continued....

The Fall. The Fail(ing...?):
I'm wishing, wishing, WISHING to start support for '[CODE] Name: FluffyStars' campaign [link]. It is in aid of the British Heart Foundation. This is in memory of DD (Dad), who pasted away unexpectedly in 2010 (I'm OK, here now. Grieveing is hard in many ways...). Nearly 5 years this year *shocked face*....

For other things, my health gets in the way of things too much. The horrible thing is, if I push myself through the illness, I get more ill than better.

It happens sometimes.
We have to take our time with things.

I've been battling with my illness for years, so it takes more time to do things.

So, I leave you with a few things you could view to know what I get up to. (I, I, I...so much I. Ha!).

Networks:

Feel free to view, share and comment. You're always welcome to do so.

Take care readers,

Out of action for a while.... Meh.