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Blogging: TO JUST BLOG - UPDATE

I wanted to blog today, so here it is.

Now I forgot what i was going to put. I came across thinking, whether to do a health diary, just to document over the past weeks or so. Might not be monthly or weekly, but I'm thinking whether to start a new blog on that, and it'll be a little note for myself.
Online blogging wise, maybe someone may not feel alone, in what they are feeling, or the type of health they may be facing, each and every day, and maybe even just one day.

Currently I just have a cold, the headache thing, and **says lowly** my migraine is giving me the run around.

I've currently tried what is recommended, and the update today was, 'to go for an eye test', so, finances aside, I'll have to see whether (in the UK) I can currently get one. I'm thinking, to get the proper tint for my glasses - this was a step, for the migraine thing. I can not, currently, wear them for too long.

Anyway, I'm going to draw now, from typing this, so, 'all for the talent' -helps calm my brain too.

All the wonders of health (problems). Still working on, the feeling ashamed about it, part. Huff.

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- Update: idea to show, the artwork I have been doing :) - Maybe not, I've already shared them, I just found out.

AN UPDATE: 2 MONTHS ABSENCE

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FEATURED IMG: [link] [link] [link]

This is an update post, just to let you know what I've been doing for the past 2 months. Hope you’ll get to, and be able to view these. If anything, feel free to Contact [link].

- Twitter: [link]

- Scrapbook: [link]

- Latest Post: [link]

Take good care, xImmortalMindsx

PostingVProjects - UPDATE

  

FIG1: PR3 [link], FIG2: PR4 [link]

I haven't posted for a while, I just didn't know what to say, or showcase within that time.

Things have been difficult = health.

Thank you for viewing anyway, and take care.

xImmortalMindsx

Update: xImmortalMindsx Is On The "Walk" Again...

*WARNING: Maybe long. Get your tea, biscuits, etc.*

A POST TO SET THIS OFF:
[Living, Writing + Posting: Lifestyle: Out Of Place]: [link]

The "Walk" (not the movie), is like discovering, to my mind being absent, from what I should be doing.

This is first what I wanted to get out from doing the Halloween challenge in a good way, and second shows whether I can do the Challenge. So, this is slightly the result from that. Me, doing these updates, testing my mentally, to how creative I can be (using the talent I know).

I share this post here (above), because of how I've been feeling for the past days.

Plus, my inner thought just reminded me of my name - xImmortalMindsx.
Why I chose it, can just be explained half for Halloween reasons and how I love immortal things. (Even if I know in religion now, it is classed as bad things, not to do it, but of unnatural things). Doesn't make sense does it?

This post is expressing this, and I'm fine with it.
To explain, September, I planned all these Halloween posts (31), and even over the amount to this day.

I have so much to share, but like I always say, due to my illness I have to limit myself, or it limits me. - severe migraine + depression. [I said how many times I'm going to explain how or why I have this illness, have I done it? Nooo].

Anyway, before I go on my stories, I just wanted you to know this. I wanted to show the inner workings of my mind, and I wanted you to know how it can be different to everyone else's.

I am different, and I know this, but I've always wanted to showcase it in another way.
If I can't show or tell people physically, then I'll do a collection, as a blog(s).

I found it again.
I know who I am, what I can be and what I can do.
I just have some things that stop me sometimes, and that's OK.

If this blog doesn't make sense, then it's ok. I love that, and that is me, the nonsense one.

xImmortalMindsx expresses me, and my mind for immortal things. 1) I love the creation, 2) it's not my real name, of course, but I created it years a go, for YouTube mostly, just glad I can use it for Google, and 3) it showcases the inner workings of my mind as said.

I'm being honest, but I feel I'm not being honest enough, again I'm sure I said it before. 

I love when MY blogs go to the extent that it gets into nonsense things. I go off topic sometimes, but that's alright. I bring it back to a conclusion at the end.

I've always wanted to write everything, but I forget what my blog(s) are truly for. They're for me, from me, and extra, for you to view.

I know some others may not like it, and I love my followers or anyone who reads this blog (2 followers. Let alone I have an "addition" to make).

2 years I've been constantly, as I can, showcasing which I call it towards blogging, and I'm grateful I can take courage to use this platform to showcase anything. Why did I forget that? (Jeez, I'm really on a walk).

My walks from childhood, teenage times to now have been sketchy. At the end I always realise I have to be myself, I have to take pride in what I do, I need to love my changes to my changes that make me happy.

I get oppressed A LOT. From childhood to now, I'm really fighting to stay as myself.

Like I said in a last post, I get misunderstood a lot. So, maybe that's why others (not now) see me as a "threat", (whatever that means).
When I'm quiet, I'm quiet.
When I can't take it anymore, I tell what is on my mind, because it effects me in a way, that I feel is not natural.

This blog it turning into a story, and I hope I remember to put that at the start.
[I love YouTube vids for 1hr. I watched a 3hrs one yesterday, by Geek Remix. It was intense, and I mean the content not watching it. I guess we may forget there is a pause button to play button, lolls...same here. Guilty!].

Anyway, I do hope this post makes sense. If I didn't check over for myself, I would press 'publish'. Phew.

I'm sorry again. But I needed to get myself back again. I guess thanks to the Halloween challenge + others. I'm grateful.

Calculation time...bear with me, if there'll be another post.

Take care for now, excitement overload.

xImmortalMindsx,

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Update: Share To Compare

Yesterday, I missed Day 18 [link].
I did most things I needed for it, but my mind went 'bies' (bye).

So yesterday, I had to relax and allow my brain to calm down because, I can say my mental state wasn't the best to do work. Besides that, I allow that day, to be a designated day off (Sunday). - my brain was fine last week.

Anyway, if you were here for that day, apologies, but is it now posted, so no worries.

My mind is 'still not focused', so I'll try to do two posts when able to, to catch up with the days missed.

However, women (and some men) will know what I'm going through right now. So, I'm more sluggish and I experience a dream world WAY to much in these occasions (lolls).

Take care all.
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Update: My Mentality

I'm struggling with my mentality at the moment. I don't know whether to say this or not, but it's of loneliness.

* I didn't want to express my feeling of loneliness, due to reactions. But, I guess, honest words have to surface (telling the truth, to express the true feeling).

In other words, I don't know where everyone may be, or I feel bad, because of the actions of others.

With me, I get misunderstood a lot, A LOT. I guess it's from assumptions. But I always feel like I'm in the wrong.
I don't know whether to feel sorry for it, or to express the truth of how someone/people may take it.
Anyway, in my other mind, it feels like "playground stuff" if you understand what I mean.
I'm surrounded by adults now.

I don't know whether my posts, or comments, make sense, but I try so hard. I'm always scared. Just fear from what others may think or say to me.

I am afraid.

For posting right now, I cried before this, (I'm fine, no worries). But that's the fourth time in a week.
Otherwise, all I keep saying is, "don't blame yourself".

I try.

And just like the 31 Days Of Halloween challenge, I do love it. Otherwise, underneath I'm not coping with my life at the moment.
I'm not in a bad state, I'm trying to avoid it, and I do seek help, etc, etc., but I'm at the stage whether to "delete my life" (get away from social contact, etc.), and " get away" from people who assume than support, if it makes sense.

If You're New Here, (hiii!):
To mention, I have severe depression, and I could feel myself getting "back to normal again". This is one setback, loneliness, I've not experienced greatly, but I question if it could have been avoided?

Maybe, so yes and no.

Loneliness effects my depression, like a hollow in the chest. It makes your heart feel heavy, or light, and my brain gets overwhelmed by emptiness from no one.
There could be a lot of people to go to, but I've contacted I would say, but no success. So, I seek the help I know.

I want to be honest, and say they sounded the same a little bit, like from when I was a teenager, but they're following protocols. I was in a bad state, so, yep, ask away. All I wanted to do was to contact someone, who does care, and to reply back. It helped a lot. It made me feel free (no worries, telling my problem) from the burden.

I do feel hollow, but I'm at the stage where I try to move from it. I'm finished with bad feelings that, I'm left with, when I'm not to blame.

* I've learnt this 3 times, now this is the 4th time.

I'm finished.

Thank you if you read this. Very different from my challenge, but this is me "Posting...".

Take care for now,
Posting V Projects

Update: New Video

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(There is a lot of updates this week, lolls).
Anyway, I uploaded a kind of exclusive vid/pic I designed.

Feel free to view the video [channel link] and artwork [link].

Take care for now,

Posting V - get artsy - Projects

P.s. - if you're looking for an update from '31 Days...', then I have new dolls faces.... You have to wait until October (I can and can't wait, is that normal..?, lolls). Take care again.

Update: New Video (Short) + Campaign

[Campaign Link]

I updated my channel minutes a go with a short video. I don't know why it's small, but anything to give it a character, lolls.

Channel: [YouTube.com/xImmortalMindsx]

It features postingvprojects.blogspot.com (this blog), justgiving.com/speakandsaythewords2 (in aid of Mind - Mental Health Charity), etc.

I wanted to do a post on the campaign, and I started it from Fri, (18/09/2015). I love this page, plus I added a text code: [SPKW52]. This allows a donation, from £1.

I chose this charity by what they do for others. They allow encouragement to talk about mental health, and this allows many others to talk about it. This creates awareness of mental health.

Other News:

[Original Image Link]

I wanted to update yesterday, but I was busy to having a headache, so fail (shouldn't say that...).

So, I just about made an update today and still, it allowed some work for October. Coming together nicely to be honest. Can't wait to showcase it, but the month can hold back for a bit, until I'm better (migraine sufferer).

Take care for now, and thank you.

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Update: 'Long Time, No Tackk...'

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If you may have, or may not have read before, xImmortalMindsx is on tackk (me, lolls). [page link] [link].

I updated on it, and done an 'about me', suggested by @Tackk (tackk.com).

It was good to do, but I wished I thought out good questions. I came up with some, at the time. So today (21/09/2015), I published a tackk, but I also showcased a recent (fun) work I did.

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Take care for now.

This was a quick post, as an update if any info comes up.

Thank you for reading,
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