Latest Art: Good-Bad...

IMG [link], Finished [link]

From the scrapbook [link]

The descriptions are under the images. 

I don't know what else to say about them. Sorry.

Take care,

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Lifestyle: BAD DREAMS

Mostly this week I've been having bad dreams. Not pleasant.

However, they seem to have good endings I guess. For me anyway, but weirdly in a way.

They are mostly action dreams, and first person dreams, to dreams that may not make sense. But they seemed real.

I started to understand yesterday, that they end goodly enough. But I also found they weren't real, for example, I'm about to wake up, and realise the dream wasn't real. It's like, I did know I was sleeping, but because of so much things happening, or what was happening, they seemed real.


LINK: https://www.flickr.com/photos/neeky_b/24327961214/in/dateposted-public/

I really would NEVER want them to be real. Other than this, it may be believed that dreams do have a meaning...and I do believe this, but I have not found the solutions yet. I really do not want to "relive" (think again/over) these dreams. They're too bad.

If you would like to hear about these dreams, then feel free to comment your thought.

Anyway, may you take care, and either you believe or not, but blessings for good dreams for you.

Take care,
xImmortalMindsx

Health + Lifestyle: When Your Insides Feel Bad V Long Comments

Long Comments:
I'm one to leave long comments. When it relates, or my mind has a lot to say, so I'll say it here now. Sorrys guys'.

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When Your Insides Feel Bad:
I'm thinking of them times, when things may effect you. Could be psychically, but I mean more mentally and emotionally.
I just commented (if someone I know reads this), of how I got teased and pushed around, literally, by a long time best friend, for so many things that were not my subject to really get into.

It's unhealthy, because still to this day, I feel so weak, but a burning anger, to wanting to cry builds up. Even sharing a post is hard when you know it's personal, but everyone sees different. I'm only one person, speaking out, to many who could actually relate.

It makes no sense.
No tears...(telling myself).

If I could do my posts, as a three piece as you do for PEE (POINT, EVIDENCE + EXPLAIN) in English, I would love too, (with an image(s)). Them were the days.

So, I have no point for this blog, but as I say, more of a documentation to look back on. I really want to feel free with what I post, although I still feel like I'm not doing enough. It's so bad.

I want to share my history, with encouragement for anyone who reads my blog.

Addition:
- For the past days I've been writing in my diary
- for the past days, I've been writing topics in my writing book

These things have helped to get my frustrations out of me, or anything I've done in the day to look back on it. I keep saying "I've done nothing". Well, writing what I have done, proves I've done something.

One day, I'll plan to showcase what I write, or do. At this time, it is late. I get called the "Night Owl", and that's pretty fine.

Feedback:
- If you have any ideas on how I could share my writing, then feel free to comment.

Lesson I've Learnt:
- Never have negative energy around you. It could haunt you so much in life. I'm no longer friends them, but they're not my enemy either.

- the "trick" is to forgive, whether religious or not. It allows you to live your life away from grudges, anger and allows happiness, if you understand what I mean. I'm more happier, to not be around negative people and things.

Take care for now.
Thank you if you've read this.

xImmortalMindsx

Fully Read? Comment:
"You're Making Me Crazy"

Song:
Crazy, by [Artist] + Cee lo Green

The Bullies, Being Bullied + You...

The Bullies

Something and what people have said, make me realise why there are bullies.

Bullies like breaking people, emotionally, physically and mentally. Whether they don't like the person, or just want to pick on someone. For own personal gain? For an audience? To be popular? It is a question to ask.

There might be someone in their life doing the same. They should try and talk to someone, they trust and know they can trust.
There might be something in their mind, willing to hurt someone. They need to stop, before they hurt yourself. They may not see it now, but it can happen.
They may want to do it in front of their friends for popularity, or something to gain their respect.
It won't last forever. Truthfully.

There's friends, and real friends. The popularity can fade, and then where will they be.
The one's they call friends, go on their own way in the future.
I've seen it, and I know what they're like. The one's they used to know, fading.

It would be good, if they stop bulling others, and help get the best out of themself, no matter what others may say. It can be done, and the result of it, could lead them to other possibilities.

I've been bullied, and nearly became a bully. I followed people I knew and thought it would be a joke, because a book was funny. Realism, it was trouble.
Teachers and people you know and trust help.

Picking on the weak, or thinking something is a joke, goes so far. You get in trouble. Lucky it can be small. Too far, it's mega trouble.
Stop yourself.

For the...

Bullied

I know how you feel, until the day someone I trusted, helped me. And the person they trusted, helped them, the bullies.

No information, however the reason I stopped getting bullied was the person they trusted, saw them bulling me, and they got in trouble.
From this, it made me realise why they acted that way. But the thing I didn't like, people their own age, bully people too.

When the days went by, and I remember them abusing me again, vocally, I just stopped, walked and I went straight to the teacher. It's not a 'chicken move', it's a 'why again?' move. Anyway, they stopped, but the 'evil eyes' look was there.
I didn't care, because we were doing something simple, and I wasn't doing anything wrong, so it had to stop. It made me upset, and them more vulgar to criticise...?
Not something for anyone.

If the bulling happened outside school, I was lucky there were loads of people I could trust, and they would help me. Which I am greatful for.
If it's outside school for you, is there anyone you can trust? Anywhere you can go to? Any other people you know who could help you?

Although, I see different kinds of bulling these days, recently and before, I was getting silently and comment bulling. Support online, and knowing what bulling was like, helped me get through and I used and use, ignoring (and deleting) nowadays.

The ones that help these days, are reporting and telling the ones who will help. Now it is by law, that person can get in trouble.

So, for my online support, I was thankful. I deleted it and this was years ago. I thought, it didn't go with what my space (MSN) was about.

For the past years of bulling, I realised one was just alone, and had troubles of there own. They bullied everyone. Through little years later, they got help, and now they're settled. I'm proud of them, and happy people supported them. Plus, I excepted the change.

Silent bulling, is when you can hear the person talking about you, but you can't do nothing about it, (is it correct, for 'nothing'?).
For my case, because I was bullied, I didn't see it as anything because they're doing it for and with other people. And the other was, they're old enough, so they should know better.

Maybe the are some factors of getting bullied, or what they see others do. To be good, isn't a bad thing. To be good, is to allow yourself to do good.

Rant over.
Part 2: Attention!

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The reason to blog:

Joe Weller
STOP THIS: https://youtu.be/nsanH-cdfKo

Video for the help, and the excess criticism.

*may not have suitable language*

Take care.